i've realized that the crush on my girl bestfriend is growing, like i watch her video on facetime 24/7

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me, my girl bestfrend, my girlfriend, and a couple of others girl are in a groupchat

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and me + girlfriend + best friend are always on facetime, but instead of watching my girlfriend's screen i watch my bestfriends

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but my bestfriend is so pretty, her hair and the way it falls back when she leans her head up- my girlfriend has stated multiple times that she is "aromantic" so she doesn't feel romance like i do

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im starting to wonder why i m dating her

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because she cant feel the romance i have for her

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so whats the point?

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i know that relationships are more than romance, but it is an important part of a relationship right?

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but my girl bestfriend is so pretty, her hair is gorgeous, it's black and all shaggy looking so it fits her face perfectly and falls upon her face so pretty

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and when she gets out of the shower and joins back on the facetime call its all wet and poofy but its perfect still

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but maybe im worthy enough that someone would do long distance

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i hope one day i can see her soon

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ive never tried long distance before

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its scary

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thank you :sob:

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maybe i just gotta let this crush on my girl bestfriend fade, and not be a cheater

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but i dont feel thats cheating? may be it is? idk ive never dated someone like my girlfriend- this is my first serious relationship

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we've been dating for 3 months

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