either way

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fucks you up hella

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i am a burden to him, i dont want to be

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i assure you youre not

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idk i js feel like i am a burden to him

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if u were, he wouldve been gone bt now

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idk green, and i hate it.

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yeah, you're not. your thoughts don't always equal reality

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what if he is js being nice?

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you're not a burden

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ik cyan, but she manipulates me too easily, and i believe her more than anything

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hes being nice and staying despite the vents because he cares about you

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Tell her to kiss my ass

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sorry that was out of line

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except ss, i believe ss and her equally

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tell her to shut up though

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no its fine, btw she is me, my inner self, the self i considered my true self

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try meditation. ik that's generic but it can calm the thoughts

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look up how to do it right tho

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there's so much bs out there

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idk i js dont want to. it feels like i would leave here then

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start with guided meditatiom

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her*

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meditation*

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Sometimes you have to leave your anxious self for your own good

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i dont want to leave her. i love her a lot. she was the only one i had when i had no one

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ss came later

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i get it

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but now you have other reasources

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but i cant leave her, i dont want to

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she's done her job

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and now she can rest

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try reasoning with her with positivity.. "hes just being nice" counteract with "because he cares about me/us"

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yeah, vinny's right

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counteract the thoughts if you can't leave

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you know hes safe and you believe him, but you gotta convince her, too

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he cares for me, i am bringing him down

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i think this is what she is saying

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"i am bringing him down" then you gotta be there to help him up too

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idk what to do

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