yea blue, u r?

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Not really anymore

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vin i fr dont want to live anymore they make it hard for me

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she tells me to die too

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oh ok ig blue?

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i know Cel. I know. But you have to

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you shouldn’t die.

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why tho vin? what good is gonna happen if i leave?

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Wait til you hit your mid 20s and then decide

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There's so much to life

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blue but idk if i wanna live

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none, and thats why u need to stay

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if you leave, only bad will happen

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I used to feel the way you feel.

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what bad?

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oh blue, u ok now?

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Im not sure really.

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oh......... i am sorry

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I dont know how i feel anymore im just here.

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everyone you know and who cares about you will hurt. more than you are. And it can even lead to others leaving as well

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i hope u stay happy and great

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idfk what it'll be for you

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but you'll find it cel

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others? who others? u guys wont even know (sorry am being rude), my parents might feel bad but thats why i want to die, to free them from me

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and then there is ss, idk how he will be

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thanks cyan...

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ss will be heartbroken.

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god, same. idk your parents but it can be devastating to many of them

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a child's death is intense

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and horrifying for many parents

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will he be? he will js get over it

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and ik the feeling with ur parents. but your their child. they'll wonder what they could have done differently

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its worse if its the only child cyan (i am)

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and yes, he will. ss will never be the same

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why dont they do that now? why dont they change now?

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ss has gotten over things, he will get over it too

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sometimes its hard for people to change, no matter the reason. as shitty as it is

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parents are blinded by their own issues

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sometimes

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he might even feel better, no one to make him sad. i make him sad by venting. i want to free him

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