will he be? he will js get over it

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and ik the feeling with ur parents. but your their child. they'll wonder what they could have done differently

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its worse if its the only child cyan (i am)

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and yes, he will. ss will never be the same

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why dont they do that now? why dont they change now?

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ss has gotten over things, he will get over it too

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sometimes its hard for people to change, no matter the reason. as shitty as it is

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he might even feel better, no one to make him sad. i make him sad by venting. i want to free him

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and yes, I believe hes gotten through things, but this would be the death of his best friend. that shit fucks you up forever

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yea cyan and green....

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i am not his best friend

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either way

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fucks you up hella

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i am a burden to him, i dont want to be

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i assure you youre not

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idk i js feel like i am a burden to him

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if u were, he wouldve been gone bt now

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idk green, and i hate it.

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what if he is js being nice?

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ik cyan, but she manipulates me too easily, and i believe her more than anything

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hes being nice and staying despite the vents because he cares about you

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except ss, i believe ss and her equally

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no its fine, btw she is me, my inner self, the self i considered my true self

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idk i js dont want to. it feels like i would leave here then

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her*

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i dont want to leave her. i love her a lot. she was the only one i had when i had no one

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ss came later

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