ah

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yup lol

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oh hey!

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oh ok lmao cyan

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same

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oh ok

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nah dwdw

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i js dont like it when all go silent, idk i feel scared

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valid

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yea

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anyways, since ss isnt here, i wanted to vent a bit

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frfr cyan

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i would vent to ss normally, but i js dont want to be a burden to him anymore

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thats understandable, but im sure he doesnt see u as a burden

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so i like promised her i wouldnt burden him again (she is my inner self)

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ik, he told so too, but i js cant get the thought out my mind

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understandable

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i feel like he is js being nice, but he doesnt want to listen to me

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so i js wont

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idk what to do tbh

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i get that, im the same way with my bf

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oh

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yea idk i js hate it, and hate myself for that

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yeahh

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i dont want to be like this, pathetic, yet i dont want to heal

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its js so confusing

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i do trust his word cyan....

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no never

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ugh i have so much work for my tracker to do :(

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i do trust him cyan, or else why would i tell him all that i go thru

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