so i like promised her i wouldnt burden him again (she is my inner self)

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ik, he told so too, but i js cant get the thought out my mind

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understandable

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i feel like he is js being nice, but he doesnt want to listen to me

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so i js wont

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idk what to do tbh

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i get that, im the same way with my bf

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oh

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yea idk i js hate it, and hate myself for that

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yeahh

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i dont want to be like this, pathetic, yet i dont want to heal

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its js so confusing

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i do trust his word cyan....

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no never

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ugh i have so much work for my tracker to do :(

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i do trust him cyan, or else why would i tell him all that i go thru

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but she (my inner self) doesnt want me to burden him

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oh

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nah its fine

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btw what work vin?

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formatting for my tracker

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idk why am so suicidal now

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formatting? wdym?

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how I space out and track my meals with dates and calories n stuff

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no cyan i mean....... in this time, this year

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and i closed math lmao

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ohh wow thats cool vin

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ig

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frfr cyan

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anyways hru guys?

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