but she (my inner self) doesnt want me to burden him

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so I can't relate

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oh

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nah its fine

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btw what work vin?

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formatting for my tracker

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idk why am so suicidal now

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bc you're doing math

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formatting? wdym?

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how I space out and track my meals with dates and calories n stuff

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no cyan i mean....... in this time, this year

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and i closed math lmao

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ohh wow thats cool vin

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lmao life sucks

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ig

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frfr cyan

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anyways hru guys?

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honestly? tired

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depressed but emotionally exhausted :3

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i relate green

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yk vin, i feel like am betraying kate

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how so?

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she is scared of people leaving her, wont i do the same, if i attempt?

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yes

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or if i kms

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and youd b leaving me and ss too

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i dont want to, but its so overwhelming to live

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i understand that

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I feel that everyday

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fr cyan

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i dont want to leave u or kate or ss or even you now cyan

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you just have to keep going :/

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btw what can i call u here cyan?

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ik, its hard to

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I can't tell you it gets better

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but offing youself is literally "double it and give it to the next person". You double ur pain and give it to everyone else you know

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but I can say you can make it more bearable

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ik green, i dont want to give u guys pain, esp ss, he has gone thru enough

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heh, call me Corey

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then stay, Cel

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