sol you really have nothing to apologize for -water

and hi kel

kacper, hi -water

no you didnt fuck anything up -w

sol, im really sorry about yesterday too -w

sol, it is ok, you never hurt me -w

you didnt hurt me -w

i didnt have a panick attack it's ok -w

hi, how are you? are you okay? im so so sorry for pressuring you before -w

are my messages showing -w

hi -w

no i really really need to breathe right now i have to go i promise ill be back in a minute sol im sorry

im gonna go sorry

fuck im sorry

oh

i get you probably dont want to talk about this

please can we just talk about anything

sol?

you're my friend sol please

yes i fucking do

i need you

fucking please

please

please dont

sol

no you didnt

no you dont

sol i need you please dont

no you fucking arent

please sol promise you wont ever

you cant do this to me sol please

but it will happen

i know it is but you can get through it and stronger than before

thank you noah

please death isnt the way out

please just tell me your situation and i can try to help

you will

what noah

you cant try to make a suicide pact with me and then say you are gonna

please sol dont