i really do need to

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normally they dont actually bug me

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They haven't fronted as often, which I'm okay with, glad we're not in such stressful situations they gotta front

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purple

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I'm so aware of myself I cant focus on anything else, I hate it

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i have like 2 main protectors. the dark caretaker one and the emotional protector who's kinda like regina george -maiden

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but like still

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but vita carnis (specifically whatever one mimics human beings and ambushes them in their sleep and shit and fucking SMILES) and gemini home entertainment

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purple?

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really bother me

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dont watch horror at night

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i love them as a series but hoooly shit get out of my head

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One is an ex-persecutor who's trying their best, one is full brick-wall mode (stoic and monotone to protect us), and one is more of an angerholder

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wart

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and sleep with a small light on

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I feel so sluggish

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PURPLE

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i feel so tired but I feel so energized

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i make horror drawings sometimes

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it doesnt help that sometimes i see things out of the corners of my eyes

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they sound like theyre be great protectors -maiden

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They're so great

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or ill hear footsteps when no one is there

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i know its just my anxiety but it still sucks

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As sucky as being a system can be, it is a survival thing so

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ughghghg the feeling is getting worse

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Ive become so obsessive over a man who I don't know, so focused on our past relationship

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It's nice having an internal mom who makes us feel safe

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why is it worse than usual

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he told me he loved me, then when I finally opened up he pushed me away

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hey folks!

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being a system has some serious ups and downs but tbh i was going to kms before i found out i was a system so they saved my life in a way -maiden

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why is that feeling worse than usual

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I'm unlovable

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I feel the same maiden

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wart

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i dont like this feeling

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how are yall today?

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I was STRUGGLING, but figuring out the system stuff.. was helpful

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wart?

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