ughghghg the feeling is getting worse

6193 - 

Ive become so obsessive over a man who I don't know, so focused on our past relationship

16065 - 

It's nice having an internal mom who makes us feel safe

13793 - 

why is it worse than usual

6193 - 

he told me he loved me, then when I finally opened up he pushed me away

16065 - 

hey folks!

16066 - 

being a system has some serious ups and downs but tbh i was going to kms before i found out i was a system so they saved my life in a way -maiden

16036 - 

why is that feeling worse than usual

6193 - 

I'm unlovable

16065 - 

I feel the same maiden

13793 - 

wart

7026 - 

i dont like this feeling

6193 - 

how are yall today?

16066 - 

I was STRUGGLING, but figuring out the system stuff.. was helpful

13793 - 

wart?

7026 - 

I dont know who I am, Ive lost connection with myself

16065 - 

It's easier to cope when you realize your anxious thoughts aren't intrusive, but from another person entirely

13793 - 

Going by so many names

16065 - 

i hate this feeling

6193 - 

so many personalities.

16065 - 

i need to go to bed probably but i cant

6193 - 

wart??

7026 - 

Unfortunately it dug up quite a lot of trauma for me but knowing that i'd be taking out a whole group of people by leaping off a bridge made me stop trying to kill the body -maiden

16036 - 

what feeling yellow

16066 - 

i feel like im being watched

6193 - 

can you see me?

7026 - 

it happens every night but tonight is worse

6193 - 

I understand maiden

13793 - 

oh well that is sad

16066 - 

i can usually ahndle it but its kind of bad right now

6193 - 

yellow nobody is watching you I assure you you are fine

16065 - 

I luckily found out while I was in therapy

13793 - 

i know no one is watching me its just that feeling

6193 - 

And my therapist believed us

13793 - 

do you have anyone around you?

16066 - 

no i dont im alone

6193 - 

So it helped with working through trauma

13793 - 

everyone else is asleep

6193 - 

someone watched a story of mine for like 20 minutes and its kinda bugging me

6726 - 

I'm very lucky for that

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