how do you know she'll even care or bother noticing?

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Because she asks if I had breakfast

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then grab 1 slice of bread and feed it to the birds and say yes you did

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Yesterday she made me eat lunch even though I already had a protein shake at noon

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moms don't usually feel shakes are real food

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i feel so uncomfortable my step dad and i have a relationship where he fucks me in secret and gives me money to buy condoms and smokes with me i only do it if it involves fucking me

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She claimed it was only like 150 calories but it looked like a lot more

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and i dont like sucking it it tastes gross

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I'm sorry, red, that's fucked up

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it is

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Sometimes I wish my mom cared less about me so I didnt have to feel this way

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she's not going to think a shake is food

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Even though I know she has good intentions

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this time he smoked weed with me like normal tried to get me to suck him off and i said no because i dont like that he said its fine

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So skip breakfast (1 slice of bread to the birds) and eat a normal dinner

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I basically eat a slice of bread for breakfast

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how old are you red?

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im a female im 20

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Then you can answer "yes" that you had it :P

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But I have to eat it with cream cheese

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Im really bad at lying :(

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I feel really guilty about it

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get some cottage cheese, mix with eggs and it's an amazing omlete

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throw in some spinache and she'll be impressed how nutritious it looks

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I could barely even do that

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you can experiment with lots of low carb things that look like a lot of food :)

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You can do it.

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Yeah I try

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fry it in a frying pan...it'll spread out and look like a lot, and be very good for you

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I make my lunch at night for school which is like half a pb sandwich and a protein bar

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I cant really do that anymore tho

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a few dandelion leaves or spinache and it'll be very good for you

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I ate lots of eggs when I was losing weight

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I do have a lot of eggs

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There you go

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make an egg salad sandwich...mmmm

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hi - puppet

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For breakfast sometimes I’ll have a piece of toast with an egg and its kinda plain but tastes fine with salt

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hi Puppet

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You'll work it out with your mom, but gently get her to mind her own damned business and to trust you're eating.

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