I am done dealing with all of this. Putting a mask of another persona to survive in this country with no law and or order

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You can't be yourself.. you always have to live with a fear

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I have been trying to build a social life but it never works out.. something always messes me up. Its like its a privilege that i dont have

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not dead.

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I really don't have the privilege of having friendships.. loving someone.. being loved.. and or being accepted.

15987 - 

they should have killed me when they had the chance

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You know it doesn't hurt when you know you might have a chance.. it hurts very badly when you are aware that you dont have a chance to begin with.

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People say that ending yourself is a low act.. i dont think so.. its a smart move.. not to deal with this shit.. i was never asked whether i wanted to come to this world.. why should i deal with it?

15987 - 

God, why don't you just kill me in one go.. i am sure that wouldn't hurt as much as going through this "Life" does.

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deep

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better write them down in paper than in a place like this xd

15938 - 

so you will have something to look back at xd

15938 - 

I want this to end

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so do i xd

15938 - 

I cant deal with this anymore.

15987 - 

who doesnt xd

15938 - 

i cant either but youre here so make the most of it xd

15938 - 

if you cant leave :p xd

15938 - 

I an here for the first time

15987 - 

no i mean existence LMFAO xd

15938 - 

Want to vent what i have in my heart for a month!

15987 - 

here you can come anytime LMFAO xd

15938 - 

you should write them in paper xd

15938 - 

it would mean a lot more if you have it on paper xd

15938 - 

I just.. feel like i don't have those privileges that everyone else have..

15987 - 

I feel inferior

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most people dont but no one is inferior xd

15938 - 

I truly am inferior..

15987 - 

everyones insignificant me you xd

15938 - 

you compare yourself xd

15938 - 

A low being.. when compared to any other person

15987 - 

so it looks that way :p xd

15938 - 

why do you compare life is diff for everyone xd

15938 - 

theres no use comparing love xd

15938 - 

You can't help but to compare yourself when you see someone else not dealing with the shit you are expected to deal with

15987 - 

your experience is diff from others xd

15938 - 

dont compare but make most of what youre stuck with x

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:p xd

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