The future is scary to you?

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ive never been able to stay present its always about time

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yeah

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loss and change

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its all scary

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Yeah, I feel that

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to be honest though i think right now im at the lowest i can be

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I lost a partner of 3 years, I'm changed as a result and now I'm left wondering if my change was good or bad

14314 - 

so its only up from here right?

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When you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up

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well i think it depends what you want to make out of the loss

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right

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im sorry for your loss btw

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Do you have an idea on who you want to be?

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Thanks

14314 - 

i have no idea who i want to be

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I think I have an idea in my case but I don't know how to get there

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.

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Don't worry about it though, we're just kids

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We got a whole life ahead of us

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yeah i get that

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Hello.

15933 - 

Yo

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sometimes i think id like to be a vet nurse but i suck at studying

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or i could work at the zoo but i still cant look people in the eye and smile

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Red?

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;)

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Snap quick

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but relatively i just want to be happy i think

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i dont know how to be happy now i dont know how or when ill be happy in the future

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Same here

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I feel as if I'm just living day to day for nothing

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i go out and talk to people but it feels so hollow

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Happiness will come for us both, it'll take time but it'll come around

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like im a shell of the person i used to be

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Real

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I relate to that part, I don't feel whole either

14314 - 

My ex took a part of me with them, I've never hurt like this before

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Im sorry

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yeah that really sucks im sorry

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