i think i need a special connection with a person other than my mum

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Same

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but i dont know how to flirt or be friendly

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sometimes i get the urge to engrave their name on my skin but i know they wouldn't like that.

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Maybe, connections with others really make life better

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Xd same green lol

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lmaoo handshake

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Lol

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Sometimes i wish my friends would stop being so fake

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fake how?

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One of my friends faked kiling herself to see our reactions

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holy shit dude

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wow

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It was fcked up

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fake is a bit of an understatement holy crap

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idk if thats a cry for help or just total sociopathic behaviour

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And then said WE dont know how to take a joke

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could be both.

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Idk, shes just really cringe so i dropped her

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right

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It wasn't even we didn't give her attention

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She was really popular

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Idk tho

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no clue what her deal is but its not urs to solve. good on u to look after urself like that.

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will i likely get diagnosed with something if i come clean abt self harm i want to get help but i dont want to be diagnosed with anything

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only if you talk to a doctor

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they'll probably question you to figure out if you're depressed

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Yeah

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similar boat. i think a diagnosis would help me out personally but i don't wanna open up about sh if they think ab sending me to a psych ward

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sometimes inpatient stays are actually helpful

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it just depends on where you go, what kind of area you live in

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ik they are but i've heard so many horror stories. its not like to get to know or choose which one i'll get yk

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not a roll of dice im comfy with

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Real, ive only heard places like that making it worse lol

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I js moved to australia idk how their mental health support stuff work here yet but ive heard stories so i got rlly worried

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ohh do you have insurance??

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private hospitals arent bad

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god i wish

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Its so weird to imagine someone you're talking to on a completely different side of earth lol

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well most inpatient wards are voluntary

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