overcoming mental illness feels impossible for me

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And how stupid it is, it makes me angry - Adrian

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i have better and worse days but the things that make me depressed wont go away

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i am scared of the future

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i dont have any bad mental illnesses im just sad bro

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my body, my dad. its permanent

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I want to forgive everything but at the same time I dont - Adrian

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🤓

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what are your names?

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talia

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beautiful name

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i dont even want to forgive people

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thank you

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i literally cant get mysekf to care

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I want to lash out and scream at them but I want to forgive them because I know my soul deserves peace - Adrian

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appreciate it

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I want to makes things right because it's wrong and I'm scared it's never going to change - Adrian

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ok idk im like kinda starving myself but not rlly idk how to explain like ill go two days without eating but then eat a shit ton then repeat

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ho ho

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HI GUYS IM BACK-SAM

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ppl dont believe me

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🤓

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Back then, I was heavily depressed. I hated myself, self sabotaged, I thought I deserved every bas thing that did and could happen to me - Adrian

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purple i did the same shit for a long time

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sam go the hell to bed

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sorry

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Why😭

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but its not an ED yknow?

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the starving and binging just cancel out so no one believes ur suffering

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BRU WHO IS PINK

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"hate myself" lol 🤓

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TALIA IS THAY I

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U*

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yeah bro

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OML MY AMERICAn

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i got back after 3 weeks ish

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I had an emotionally abusive prick of a stepdad and an emotionally neglectful drunkard of a mom, the house smelled like shit and I stepped in pee and crums everywhere - Adrian

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wsp dude

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i did it for a long time sometimes i still do it

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sorry i was gone

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