ive been slowly withering away fpr

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Shit that sucks. Im so sorry.

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for years

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On the day of the funeral my abusive ex "bsf" which was for 9 years who was toxic asf

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Wart im worried

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and my parents still call me fat

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her and her freind rung me up and told me to kms.And cyberbullied me bc of me making a new freind and made fun of my dead dog and dead uncle

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Like what?? Why am I not allowed to eat small amounts but my sister is??

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It so comforting to know that total strangers can be so welcoming to me

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bare in mind the dog died 3 or 4 days before his funeral

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Me and my sister are like the same height too

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and the dog and my uncle were cremated/burried in two different countries

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Am I just not allowed to be skinny???

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Water please

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hia

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im dying and im still fat

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Man i cant imagine. Ive had bad friends but thats genuinely evil shit

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And my ex bf who was 22 was threatning to rape me after i told him about my sa

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Am I supposed to be fat while my sister can be skinny??

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Please?

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Ugh

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been doing this shit for years, i’ve gotten to bmi 13, and i’m still fat

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Oh Im yellow now

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Then three weeks later my dad tried to get the ex bsfs dad to stop cybrbullying me.

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and he got assaulted

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i got told it was all my fault

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Was that your plan?

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bc i stood up for myself

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Good thing my mom doesnt know I barely eat anything for breakfast and lunch

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Then i completely fell apart

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punching walls

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She’d be mad to see Im actually trying to not be fat

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Then in december i attempted to take my own life

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if im still fat i might as well kill myself like

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I started starving myself more here and there. I skip most meals. Im so thin and i dont even do it on purpose.

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was that your plan before water?

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I got taken to an er.Got a note saying to get sectioned.Got driven home.Got made fun off for attempting.The first thing my parents said was what would people think about us

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She’d probably force me to eat a peanut butter sandwich with 5 tablespoons of peanut butter and a mound of potato chips to make sure I dont stay small

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