and the dog and my uncle were cremated/burried in two different countries

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Am I just not allowed to be skinny???

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Water please

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hia

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im dying and im still fat

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Man i cant imagine. Ive had bad friends but thats genuinely evil shit

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And my ex bf who was 22 was threatning to rape me after i told him about my sa

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Am I supposed to be fat while my sister can be skinny??

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Please?

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Ugh

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been doing this shit for years, i’ve gotten to bmi 13, and i’m still fat

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Oh Im yellow now

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Then three weeks later my dad tried to get the ex bsfs dad to stop cybrbullying me.

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and he got assaulted

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i got told it was all my fault

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Was that your plan?

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bc i stood up for myself

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Good thing my mom doesnt know I barely eat anything for breakfast and lunch

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Then i completely fell apart

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punching walls

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She’d be mad to see Im actually trying to not be fat

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Then in december i attempted to take my own life

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if im still fat i might as well kill myself like

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I started starving myself more here and there. I skip most meals. Im so thin and i dont even do it on purpose.

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was that your plan before water?

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I got taken to an er.Got a note saying to get sectioned.Got driven home.Got made fun off for attempting.The first thing my parents said was what would people think about us

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She’d probably force me to eat a peanut butter sandwich with 5 tablespoons of peanut butter and a mound of potato chips to make sure I dont stay small

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I was only 14

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my mums screaming at me bc i didnt eat dinner but i ate icecream and yellin that i smell like mf i just had a bath maybe its the 3 year old? for gods sake

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Anyway last month we went to court against my ex bsfs dad we got 10 euros

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I dont have words to describe how awful that mustve been.

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If she found out I only eat half a peanut butter sandwich with a little bit of peanut butter and like 10 chips. Oh no so horrible 😱

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my dad had a very bad black eye

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it was

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My uncles murderer was only given 19 years

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And my parents expected to get over this all

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everyone did.I laughed in public and cried in my bed

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It doesn’t have to be like that

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