is "life" suppose to be like this?

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And to the degree person, I don't know what to tell you... Is it Final Year or Second?

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or are others just simply "lucky"

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destiny? fate?

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Self harm isnt worth it i promise😭 bru i regretted it so much the scars dont go please dont hurt urself there is other ways

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technically im still in my first i havent passed enough

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its okay though cyan

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I dont understand

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i hate you for hurting me

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To feel better

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i might drop out if i fail another semester

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but regardless. of everything.

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i spent many days thinking death is kinder

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today again, the sky is blue

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im also trying to see a psychiatrist. its a very tedious process but i hope i can get meds that help

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and I can smile

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when the sky is nice, life feels a little better

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im gonna go sleep now

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If it's at least a year, damage is minimal. If people need a name cause this is hard to follow. Call me Bin.

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its 6am

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regardless of everything. despite everything

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Stress

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ty for talking to me bin

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i hope everybody has a good day

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You're welcome, for what it's worth.

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i dont think, life can get better for me anytime soon.

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hi

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Tryin to decompress from new work in security

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It will take maybe 20 years. and this is not an exaggeration

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maybe 20 years, for me to be at peace

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I dont think I will be okay

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i wish to be sky

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but today the sky is blue, it's a sunny day

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Hey, at least you have a target in sight, after my own fuckups... I don't know when I'll ever be fine enough to not be hate ridden of life myself.

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are you talking to me

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Yeah, trying to interact while I still have some energy to.

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please dont compare my life with yours

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Fair enough.

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Hrmm, guess it's all gone quiet now.

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SmACK mY Ass

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