ive always talked myself out of it because im so scared of being unlovable

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but i cant live for love

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i have to live for myself

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I only started thinking I was trans this year, 20 years old. -D

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really old people closer to death have lived full lives dawg its interesting :0 xd

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1 1/2. pretty sure they loved each other anyway since they had a purposeful kid anyhow, like what the fuck dude get it together

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Life feels like bs

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if i have to choose feeling better about my body over being loved so be it

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i only transitioned last year

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You could say there were signs. Like, saying "Ah, I wish I was taller. I wish I had broader shoulders. I'd like to have a beard." -D

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2. neglected my father, firstborn, his ENTIRE LIFE EVER SINCE THE DAY HE WAS BORN. also i think tried to convince her to abort the pregnancy, or moreso, force (her choice, not HIS)

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life is bs dawgy its meaningless xs

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ngl i would make a hate quilt out of her hair and skin. -foxtrapper

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i was closeted since 2020

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:/ xd

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every crush ive ever had has liked my friend i inever feel like im good enough i feel so ugly-n

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I'd hate to be poor in future

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and when i got to college i came out

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2 1/2. the neglect was so bad he only reason my dad isnt dead is because when he was left in his crib for days on end with no supervision or feeding whatsoever, relatives would rescue him

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I've imagined roasting and skinning people trying to compete with me for his love before. -foxtrapper

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i dont think anything exists in reality xd

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usually to the song "blinding lights" -foxtrapper

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I always tried to hide my chest. I always wore baggy clothing. -D

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i hate how people treat me when they know im trans

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2 2/2 is it sort of my grandmas fault too? yes. but we'll delve into that shithole later

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I don't like poverty i mean no one does but some are like oh we're happy with whatever we hv got like noooo

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Real af purple, I'm going total stealth. I don't even want my family to know. -D

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i hate my body

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im soorryy

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god i wish i was stealth

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you should fear poverty xd

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Yeah I can see you Water -D

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im very androgynous so people always find out eventually :(

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Yeah it sucks

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or someone outs me

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3. despite the constant neglect of my father, to the point he barely let him inside and NEVER was actually like a father figure at all, when he had my uncle suddenly he was a dad now ! love that

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