im facing a serious dilemma right now

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Okay well tysm

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i guess ill try it out

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i gave up on being "normal" a long time ago

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ik how hard it is to get over the guilt and the idea of not going to hell so it can be very difficult to start

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its a life changing decision and i dont know what to do

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oh well.. do you knoww how it will impact me at some point?

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ive gone back and forth about it for years

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Hell just scares me a lot the idea of spending eternity anywhere scares me

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not to try and blame you i understand

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but i promise youll both be happier if you listen to your inner concinece for a bit, which doesnt mean neglecting the bibile!

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im just so tired of feeling like im not real

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conscious dawg :p xd

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would god not want you to make sure to care for yourself so you can be happy? if you are happy, you can make others happy.

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red its ok taht u cant like guys, you cannot control your attraction and you deserve love and happiness no mater what

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and im so scared of judgement

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and gods judgement if he exists

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theres no god :p xd

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humans were never meant to be perfect

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thankyou and i know but i still tey and sometimes people online say if i read my bible then god will like heal me but ive done that for years and it has not worked

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purple there are so many different types of interpretations of god

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why would one homophobic version be the one that trumps all the rest?

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red then maybe its time to try something else

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LMFAO religion is man made its not real dawg :p xd

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is god not supposed to embody acceptance?

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Im sorry yellow r u okay

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i like to think god isnt homophobic

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yellow u ok?

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morals are also man made, white

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Omay but i sont like being told he isnt real because i still feel like there is some type of spiritual being

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nothing is real man xd

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okay but i dont***

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i think im just scared of feeling unwanted in general

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it is also offensive to say god isnt real to a believer lol

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gross and undesirable

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