its pastels :0 xd

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i wish i had tips

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why am i always the last choice

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purple thats awesome, getting clean is hard

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Dude, that would kill me. I'm terrified of dogs. -D

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i just managed to escape the enrivonment making me so depressed

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because you allow it xd

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Oh my gosh, that's terrifying. -D

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justremember that the want to go clean is such a big step in of itself that its impressive, and a clear sign of improvement even if you back up sometimes

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allow?

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and being away from there made me a stronger person so now i can handle depression a little better

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so long as you have that want, you have that ability

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The only shit i can do to keep them apart is online harassment -foxtrapper

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you allow yourself to be the last choice xd

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You are just having a rough go at it, man -D

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it is much more complex than that?

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it was so hard to want to get clean but once i figured out the motivation it got easier

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im always the third wheel

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its such a mind game though

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its how you see it xd

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Like daaaaamn -D

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the motivation is one of the hardests parts

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all i do is try to please people and harm myslef

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juice and gin dawg :0 xd

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RED SAME

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i just feel like im worthless sometimes, not good enough

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i know yall will judge me for this but ive had some serious revelations about myself in the past few years and i think i want to get on hormones

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Bro I am so sorry, that is terrible -D

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I would slit her throat to the bone, poar gasoline in the wound and set her on fire if i could -foxtrapper

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for me it was that im a people pleaser and let ppl walk over me, and knowing that pattern would RESULT in me beinv a victim my hwole life

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how do i always seek help from here and then end up spewing my random bottled up poetic and philosophical thoughts here instead

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