i even said to them that i would always help them if they got kicked out of the group chat, now im the one who got kicked out and none of them helped me -M

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but m explaind your pov to them, maybe your friendship will be able to get through it

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honestly the homicidal thoughts get worse every day -maiden

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anddd i also dont feel like i could stop liking girls and apparently ill go to hell for that

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yeah m they dont seem like that great of friends

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I think I'm having a manic episode

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is anyone here

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Yeah.

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i know i need more people who undertsand, even if i explained to them i know they just respond in a sarcastic message like 'ok' -M

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same white. why u thinkin that? -maiden

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white i felt kinda similar bc i wen tto cathoilc schoool

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water dawg xd

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thats what made me fully not religious

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okay wow that is a lot of people actually

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dawg theres no TryedHid on discord man xd

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white you absolutely dont need to stop liking girls

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purple i think u gotta find better friends

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at first I was thinking wow this is great I'm in such a great mood and getting so many things done

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I had a group of online friends I would play games with everyday between 11 and 17 years old.

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like the tag is supposed to be all lowercase xd

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purple it may depend on your age, some ppl gjust got a lot of maturing to do

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Well im not sure its just like some things in the bible dint make sense but then again if god is real then hes a supernatural being so it wouldnt make sense anyway

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where did water go man :p xd

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I didn't have any other good friends at the time. It hit me really hard when I lost them.

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but now I'm realizing I havn't slept in three days either

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well theres no TryedHid dawgy :0 xd

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i just feel trapped because i cant question it because when i do i get told to turn to god but oikr thats my issue????

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its just that when i needed them the most they left me, they told me that i should be mature when i got into an argument with someone, -M

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you need your friends real discord tag man xd

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white you can be spiritual (belieivng in god) and not religious

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not the discord name :p xd

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But now I don't remember much about them. Maybe they were just my way of passing the hours by.

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well its probably a manic episode but all you can do is ride it out and not do anything drastic. you'll crash at some point. got any meds for it? -maiden

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