yo

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hi

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im back

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brb nvm

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okay so

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honestly i just needed a place to throw some of my feelings out into and this seemed like a good way to do it without habing to talk to anybody that i know because i feel pathetic

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but i just feel so disconnected from everything and everyone and lately ive had so many days where i just feel unloved and unwated and im starting to wonder if im just awful to be around

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i try so hard and i know that im not perfect, but i feel like?? i cant just be myself and still be loved?? it feels like a performance all the time

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and no matter how hard i try to perform, the people that i want in my life never really take an interest and i just feel so distant from myself and others

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i went on a trip with my two best friends and i felt like the odd one out the entire time

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LETSGO PURPS-GHIST

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even though i organized the entire trip and did all of the planning i still felt so alone. and im constantly trying to build a connection with someone who really wants to be my friend and wants to

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make an effort for me but it feels like it will never happen

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... okay sad ventscape ill wait... -ghist

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my friends dropped me off after the trip and have been hanging out all day since. even though i literally have the summer off and am in town all day and they were jusy saying they missed me?!

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LMAOO SORRY I DIDNT THINK ANYONE WAS IN HERE

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VEFIHB;DWKLNJELK

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its totally okay continue forget im even ehre!-ghist

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Hiii-sam

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efhbdwlkjrhbk;jlefjnv its okay i was just kind of throwing things out there bc i dont want to talk to anyone irl!!

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heyyy sammm-ghist

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HIII

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did u get in touch w/ noah-ghist

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Nah i changed my mind.i have strcit parents

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lol same love its ight-ghist

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😭i thought abt it but i am not risking my life💀

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real

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Fr😔

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do u got spotify?

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Oh sorry was afk for a second

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u good-ghist

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:,)

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Bru my back hurts😭

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whyyy

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Im not even that fucking old..💀

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Idk bru

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compliant corporate drones dutifully blowing up the global chat with pleasant branding babble

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IM BACK SRY -GHIST

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Its alrrr

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ventscape so quiet today-ghist

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