green, i think you should try taking a break from your friends for a little while

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green is that actually what you want? or are you saying that because of your mindset of not wnating to hurt ppl you love?

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my mom refuses to acknowledge the fact that im autistic. im literally diagnosed, all of the professionals who have been with me agreed that i have both asd and fasd.

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WHY WOULD YOU TEAR UP AND ALMOST SOB I MEAN I UNDERSTAND WHY MY POINT IS WHEN IS SOMEONE SOBBING FOR ME MAN I MIGHT AS WELL DIE BEFORE ANYONE DOES

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cyan gone?

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ok no

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god i want to relapse so bad

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i agree, taking a step back may help if theyve proven to not be reliable people that help you out

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just send them a little message saying youre going to be taking a break from society

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im sorry white; im 2 months clean, it gets better

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im 2 months and 18 days clean

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but no, my mom doesnt think so. because "fasd is similar to asd so you cant be autistic".

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DAMN OK BROS JELLY - ykwho

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white, i am two days clean and i can confidently say its extremely hard to not relapse

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i want to relapse

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i cant anymore

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purple i understand, a therapist literally told my dad he had adhd and he denies i have it

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if this goes south so does my mental health she is the reason other than family im here

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white youre doing amazing? 2 months a tough milestone

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So him getting scared and tearing up makes sense

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2 and a half months? thats amazing white

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keep going, i believe you can make it to 3

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Ig idk

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coral im proud of you too! the early days are so difficult and youre doing awesome <3

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i havent been relapsing because i was gonna go on summer vacation and didnt want anyone to see my scars

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and 4 and 5 and 6

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but now she doesnt even want me to go

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so why not?

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yk bros js jelly jelly - ykwho

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THE PREVELENCE OF ASD IN PEOPLE EITH FASD IS 72%

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I might be idk anymore *sigh

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pff im not even trying to be clean blue lol

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thanks w, im doing ok, just no traumadumping to do today

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she brushed it off

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my mental health is at such a deteriorated state that i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for my sh

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