idk if i want meds, but i just want the diagnosis

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yes, it is

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(kidding)

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.

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of course its not normal, please seek help

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white theres a wide range of normal, but anyone whos struggling should seek helpd and support

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I think everyone's had this feeling at least once but I genuinely feel like I'm lacking something (most) other people have

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oh i have seeked help and they brush it off

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wanting to be hurt is not normal by any means

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WHY WONT MY MSGS GO TRHU I STG GABE

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Green?

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the feeling of needing to relapse is here but i can't

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but thats okay

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It's not empathy or anything like that though

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I see you

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green saw that message

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ok good ty

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i dont need support

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i can just rot

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If you don't mind asking....

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maybe i should kill myself

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yeah yeah?

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maybe i should

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yellow im here for you <3, youre doing amazing and im proud of you

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How much does an UG course cost there?

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depends on the uni man

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white the only things guarenteed in life are death and change

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I feel like I missed a crucial step in development somewhere along the line and now I'm just on the outside looking in

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What's the lowest and the highest

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do i really?

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white, no, you shouldnt

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change hasnt happened

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the lowest is around 15k for you per year

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white if death happens early youre missing out on all the change that will happen

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i greif the days when i didn't have pain now i get a couple of no pain days and its back to square one

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red will you be more than youve always been?

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Most of the people wanna die, but suicide is embarrassing lol

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cause your tap tap tapping on the galss (IM SO SORRY)

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and the highest goes around 20 ish per year

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for you

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