and find someone that will always stick with you

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i have had numerous friendships shrivel up since, and instead of fighting to keep it i just let it die. i dont care anymore. if they dont care then i wont either

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you can find someone

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i did that n went to sleep but i cant stop thinking

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I feel the exact same way cyan

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My mom got drunk again and she touched me. She always wants to touch me and get me to have sex with her and I'm 13

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there are 8 billion people

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red please report her

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Purple you really remind me of myself. Is your partner a good person? Is he abusive, or do you just fight somtimes? - West

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i have maybe one good friend left, i refuse to trust them fully, and if they leave or backstab me too i will not be surprised and will move on instantly and be friendless forever

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I hate my body now and I hate her

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i cannot be asked to care anymore

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i've learnt to thrive in solitude

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i think you do care unity, but you’re scared to let yourself show it

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hes a good person i think but i just upset him somehow like it goes good for a little bit and ig i say something wrong without realizing

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I did report her but nobody did shit

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i really dont anymore

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All they can do is just document it

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but it could also be bc im autistic so i dont understand certain things but i dont feel like a good person

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who did you report her to?

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Red, if you can call an agency like CPS they should be able to report it and have someone at your house. If you tell a teacher they are a mandatory reporter. - West

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I wish one day i can wake up to a text from a friend telling me good morning or hi

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My thoughts start leading to where I want to kill her snd than kill myself

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if you have no other choice, run away find another place to stay

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Purple I am also neurodivergent of a different flavor. Look up 'toxic shame' - West

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I dont wanna kill her

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okay

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you don’t have to kill her

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I know I dont

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I dont want to but I cant just run away

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That's just dumb

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why red?

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Red if you have the option don't tell family, more often than not they will cover for your mom unfortunately. - West

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What do you mean why?

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pretty recently ive had a friend i had for years ghost me, and i later found out that they were being a creep to another of my friends, and i was able to drop that friendship and move on instantly

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I could get kidnapped snd suffer through worse shit

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As someone who was in some bad homes, 13 is not feasbile to run away - West

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oh

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oh, i meant like staying with a trusted friend

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I dont have anyone else to talk to

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