i want to take my life but i don't want to hurt my boyfriend, and im scared to tell him about how i feel. what do i do? any advice? -gum

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ohh ok

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only when it's like an bipolar person or yk schizophrenia -Bunny

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You deserve friends and I get feeling like its a lot of feelings to have but ultimately they will help if they are good friends - West

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just some rlly unsettlimg stuff

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like having friends again after this long is nie but i feel like such a burden too - oli

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the teoll was crazy

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Don't take your life, please. As someone who has a suicidal partner, please don't. - West

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oh damn -noah

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I cabt wait for the sun to set

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and when theyre not online i feel extra lonely compared to the past when i was truly alone - oli

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idk i feel like therapy doesn't really help me bc i end up saying "everything's going great! i feel much better!"

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unity?

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even though like the day before i'd be having suicidal ideation & intrusive thoughts

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Purple, then that is your first problem if you are not being honest with others - West

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I got my autism diagnosis and my ma beat me and keep saying it was a demon or sum shit -Bunny

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so sometimes im like would it be better to be truly alone? - oli

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ik

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Wart, Unity popped out a few mins ago - West

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Not really midday like 3pm but still and it gets really hot

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i guess its just hard to let myself admit it

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*kept* -Bunny

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or is it better to have friends and deal with these weird feelings? -oli

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oh, okay

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Lying to your therapist will keep you in the same spot - West

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bc then i'd have to acknowledge it and i hate acknowledging it

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i would never actually take my life btw but i have felt the feeling that it would be easier - oli

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its something i plan on talking to my therapist about when i do finally make the appointment

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that way they call be like "are you bullshitting or are you actually fine"

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*can be like

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To get past trauma you have to be willing to work at it. set that first appointment - West

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anyways one of my friends is online and as i said theyre a comfort for me so i guess ill get going - oli

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Ok well actually ive had it since 2016 and my dad stole it to keep his weed but i stole it back and washed it

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still feel sad tho lol- oli

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