that's good advice red. i think i just need new friends tho i mean it feels like everytime i get invited to hang out it turns into shit like that because people kinda know that i'm a pushover

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welllll

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sorry then

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bye bye

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Ahahahaha amongus sus ahahahahaha

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we need to focus on blue and real people who vent <3

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we make mistakes, i have too, but in terms of potential relationships, you should prioritize both your feelings, not just theirs, otherwise its not only one sided, but you can be taken advantage of

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i wish u all well, and i hope you all have a good rest of your days<3

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lolll

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ahahaha

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ahahahaha pol

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a lot of manipulators target people who cant say no in those situations and it can be dangerous

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the worst part is i dont even want a relationship. its kind of soley because people want one with me

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aahahha

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ahahaha i loeg ir

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s2

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ahahahah

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bahahha

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ahhaa

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nah fr ive been gaslit and manipulated before in this way i just think i need smacked against the head or some shit to fix my brain

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ah, then its just a matter of saying no when people ask

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GIRL

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anyone willing to be a reference on my resume lol

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aahahuaah

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girl

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pleass

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ahaha

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i genuinely just need to say no and i don't know why it's so hard for me to. i think it's a deeprooted fear that these people are going to leave me and i won't have any friends left to go to

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ahahahahahaa

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ahahaha can i sniff a fart ahaha

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my life up until now has kind of been surrounded by relationships and men in general and it feels like its done more harm than good. even when i hang out with my friends i feel like i need to give

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something to them. literally anything. even if i have no money even if i have no energy

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idk

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im sorry kid :/

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there's this one guy at my church who sometimes asks people to do the lecture readings and like, i can read spanish perfectly fine but last time i read i had an anxiety attack after

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because i was overwhelmed even though my church isnt that big

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you should have more self respect in yourself, confidence in your own ability to be alone with yourself if that makes sense

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BECUZ WHY WOULDNT I WASH THEM BEFORE WEARING AND GUESS WTF MY MOM SAYS SHE’S LIKE WHY WASH THEM ITS GONNA RUIN THEM

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why is my partner so slow

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CALLS ME GERMAPHOBE LIKE BITCH WHAT SO SHE FORCED ME TO WEAR THEM WITHOUT WASHING THE FUCKING UNDERWEAR I FEEL DISGUSTING

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