west, i assume this place was very different a while back, but now there are more trolls and sometimes it can drain you if you stay too long

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ive had online friends before

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It was much kinder back when I used it. I talked to many just looking for space to talk. - West

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they can betray you too

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can and will

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can and will and did

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I understand, I have had a few online friends. Sometimes they just up and leave without saying anything, and I think I prefer that to the alternative. - West

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because you cannot predict the future

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thats happened with most of my irl friends

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Unfortunately you have to be okay with knowing you don't know everything. - West

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They left? Or hurt you? - West

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they just ignore me and get either keep ignoring or get mad when i try to keep us in contact

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ive also had a fair number of betrayals

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i think that’s unfair unity

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That's not a friend, I am sorry to hear that - West

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you at least deserve an explanation as to why they treat you that way

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they're "busy"

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Sometimes people are very unhappy with themselves and take it out on others. - West

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too busy to consider sending one text a week so i know they're alive

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when i was available almost anytime despite not actually having the free time to give

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I have been ghosted before and it does not feel good. However, I am also bad at replying to people. I imagine I have friends who believe I ignore them too. - West

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i didnt ask them for much

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i wasn't asking them to be like me

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That's a hard position to be in. It sounds like you sacrifice yourself for the sake of others a lot. - West

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i feel sick to my stomach and i wanna cry so bad everything goes good until i say something wrong n he gets mad at me then i end up pushing him away i wish i could take back everything i did wrong

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.......

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i did

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ive done so much to try to preserve dying friendships

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one day, i just gave up

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Relationships are hard, purple. My partner and I fight a lot too. You remind me of myself. - West

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they dont care

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i decided to not make new friends. every time i did i thought it would be different, and it never was

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idk how to stop

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maybe when you see a friendship dying, you just have to let go

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Take a deep breath since I know you are upset, purple. Listen to some music to help your mood. Something sad to match it, then slowly listen to happier music. - Wren

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and find someone that will always stick with you

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i have had numerous friendships shrivel up since, and instead of fighting to keep it i just let it die. i dont care anymore. if they dont care then i wont either

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you can find someone

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i did that n went to sleep but i cant stop thinking

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I feel the exact same way cyan

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