so i've had a lot of time to just self reflect

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💩💩

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but my social anxiety makes me think i'll fuck up any job i get

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or that i'll struggle to adapt to it bc of my anxiety

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nah i totally get that the pandemic was such a pivotal moment in so many people's self discovery

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i had a panic attack once at my last job and that shit is *embarrassing*

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i get that feeling purple

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i'm waiting for the day my brother realizes that i'm a piece of shit and he stops being so supportive of me

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im heading out

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stay safe

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alr i hope you feel better purple <3

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i think the sad part for me is that because of my gender nonsense, im like 90% sure that because the hormones i was born with are incorrect, i'm in a constant state of being dissociated

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which is BIZARRE

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i feel that red. is there any way you're able to get hormone treatment?

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i get if not its so expensive to do that

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yeee i plan to, just takes timeee and my family has medical stuff too so i usually help them out

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hello

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oh i gotcha i feel the same way abt getting therapy/medicated

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hai green

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its me

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I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet?

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hello??

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i feel like all the time alone during the pandemic was therapy enough for me! took me years after just to accept it all

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im glad! my pandemic was definitely spent playing a fuckton of animal crossing

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i ate too much and now i feel queasy bleeeh LOL

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GOOD EVENING !!

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i keep having to refresh the poor website is struggling to keep up

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this website works better with like 80 people on it is2g

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i'm actually vibing rn

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it was fast yesterday but sometimes its so laggy its crazy

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when i finally do get on medication and my dissociation passes its probably gonna be an emotional nightmare LMAO

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the lag can get painful omg

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FELLTTT THAT RED

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i've had it for so long that its hard to tell if i still am or not at times, its kinda scary

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woah ! i just got off my meds like a few months ago :D

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nah i totally understand that feeling its such a weird thing to describe

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i swear it's only bad for the first few weeks personally :(

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thats awesome orange :)

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actually getting off the meds is much harder dw

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ngl i just react to meds badly

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