Red, tell your teacher if possible too, they can sometimes be the best consultant and fight the hardest for you. - West

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but i think there’s something weird about my brain because i get used to change really quickly

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i love you everyone

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even if i got emotionally connected

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I'm just glad I have some comfort at least you know. I talk to Baphomet

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I feel that cyan

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I love you too Yellow

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He helps me get through the day

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whatever. i dont care what other people think of me anymore

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ty blue

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Red wdym? - West

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i could push my emotions away and sacrifice everything i love with a serious face

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Anytime yellow - West

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Dissociation has gotten weirder - Archive

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it will hurt but i can just let go

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Like, you know how people talk to God or Jesus or whatever for comfort?

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That's a trauma response, wart - West

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I talk to Baphomet aka Satan

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probably, i also disassociate a lot

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Red, I get you now - West

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Yeah

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i kind of wish i had no ties at this point

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You are used to pain so your brain has trained itself to detach to protect from pain - West

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so i didnt have a reason to stay

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whats ur religion

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Who are you asking Yellow? - West

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bingo

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To stay on this earth?

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yes

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Takes one to know one, Wart lol - West

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Dissociation is fucking terrifying ngl. I cant remember sm of my life due to it and even when i try and make sense my brain blocks out the small important details - Archive

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do you also feel that way, west?

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I wanna gues yellow was talking to me

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I did for years, Wart. I had a lot of traumas. 8 / 10 adverse childhood experiences. - West

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honestly archive it doesn’t affect my memory but not knowing who i am is absolutely terrifying

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My religion is theistic satanism

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I guess one of the biggest parts for me is that I don’t want to hurt others or leave when ppl don’t have the correct impression of me

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ya

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Now I went the opposite direction, I actually care way too much now to the point of getting hurt over stupid stuff - West

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Like i feel like leaving now, no one would know what the true me was like and no one cares enough to find out

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