But thank you

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Took three calls to get me in the system, and even then I had been in foster care twice. CPS is pretty wishy washy depending on region - West

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but you definitely cannot let this keep going, what your mom is doing is not okay and you have to get justice

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Agreed - West

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i feel like it is unfair to assume that my final friend will leave too, but i just have SO MUCH EVIDENCE that it will likely happen that i can't help but expect it.

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I’m always jealous of the ppl doing those long distance realtionships or 5+ year friendships because it’ll never happen to me

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It's no use

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unity, your evidence is based on different people isn’t it?

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personal experiences with many different people, yes

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they. always. leave.

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and then it looks like it's my fault because if i can't keep friends, surely the issue is on my end. :(

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Red, tell your teacher if possible too, they can sometimes be the best consultant and fight the hardest for you. - West

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but i think there’s something weird about my brain because i get used to change really quickly

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i love you everyone

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even if i got emotionally connected

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I'm just glad I have some comfort at least you know. I talk to Baphomet

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I feel that cyan

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I love you too Yellow

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He helps me get through the day

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whatever. i dont care what other people think of me anymore

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ty blue

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Red wdym? - West

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i could push my emotions away and sacrifice everything i love with a serious face

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Anytime yellow - West

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Dissociation has gotten weirder - Archive

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it will hurt but i can just let go

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Like, you know how people talk to God or Jesus or whatever for comfort?

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That's a trauma response, wart - West

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I talk to Baphomet aka Satan

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probably, i also disassociate a lot

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Red, I get you now - West

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Yeah

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i kind of wish i had no ties at this point

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You are used to pain so your brain has trained itself to detach to protect from pain - West

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so i didnt have a reason to stay

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whats ur religion

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Who are you asking Yellow? - West

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bingo

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To stay on this earth?

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yes

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