Because I like being alive I just did not see then

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It's hard to see when you're in the dark

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wait im gonna go to the bathroom and be back okay?

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ok

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I was very depressed, no friends, couldn't really speak English

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I was homesick

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But everything passes eventually

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i don't think mine will pass yellow

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ik everyone says that but still

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It always feels like that in the moment

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stuff like this runs in my blood. it's genetic

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it is gonna pass

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But it's not true

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im back

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if it runs in your blood then just break the cycle bud

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thats what i did

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Wdym by stuff like this

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how? it's literally genetic

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flipping mechanics are scammers

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i mean depression. eating disorders. anxiety. ocd. suicide.

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stuff like that.

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Doesn't mean you have to

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my fathers side of thr family was known to always take drugs and end up in jail at a young age

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hey blue

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same thing with the disorders

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hi coral

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you said u got a sister right?

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3 lmao

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depression anxiety bipolar etc.

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haha

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i don't want them to find my body.

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I'm bipolar and it runs in my family, doesn't mean I can give up

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they don't deserve that.

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look at them

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okay

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just imagine bro

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you could see them grow up

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have kids

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you want to be a part of their life bro

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i don't want to see them grow up. one is turning out like me and i cant stand to see it

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