its okay to fuck up

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i was literally their mom for 2 years bc our own mom was sick.

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That means you still have something to live for

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i tried my best but i don't think i did enough

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you did

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trust me

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it will mean a lot for them

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having you by their side

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they hate me.

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because i had to be a mom instead of a sister.

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Blue if you're scared to fail it means you still have something to hold on to

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because sometimes i acted like our mom

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its okay tho

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Why did I change colors

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i don't want to hold on anymore, i've held on for 14 fucking years

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you can do it,ik you can

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but i don't want to anymore.

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n

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look

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when you were little

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*Not wanting to isn't a good enough reason

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Find something to want to do

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what did you want to be to grow up?

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then what's enough reason red??

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i wanted to be a doctor.

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my whole life was about helping ppl.

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exactly

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even from the age of 6, i knew that if i didn't help ppl, i didn't have a purpose in life.

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Hii

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you are a beautiful person

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so i tried helping ppl. fucked it up instead and ending myself in a psych ward.

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Is sol here

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im sol.

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After I was depressed I made friends, learned bass, joined a band, started doing murals, etc

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who are you

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SAM

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hi sam.

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look rn isn't really a good time im sorry sam

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U okay sol?

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it doesn't really matter. how r u sam

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