they don't deserve that.

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look at them

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okay

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just imagine bro

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you could see them grow up

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have kids

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you want to be a part of their life bro

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i don't want to see them grow up. one is turning out like me and i cant stand to see it

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im so fucking scared for her

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her life is gonna be hell just like mine.

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they wont if you are there

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to guide them

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meh kids are overrated. just get a pet.

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Don't set a bad example then blue

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i can't guide them. hell, i can't even guide myself

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you will be able to

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you are much more than u think kiddo

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im scared im gonna fuck it up

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its okay to fuck up

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i was literally their mom for 2 years bc our own mom was sick.

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That means you still have something to live for

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i tried my best but i don't think i did enough

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you did

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trust me

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it will mean a lot for them

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having you by their side

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they hate me.

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because i had to be a mom instead of a sister.

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Blue if you're scared to fail it means you still have something to hold on to

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because sometimes i acted like our mom

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its okay tho

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Why did I change colors

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i don't want to hold on anymore, i've held on for 14 fucking years

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you can do it,ik you can

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but i don't want to anymore.

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n

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look

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when you were little

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*Not wanting to isn't a good enough reason

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Find something to want to do

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