yea its not the best way to live beacuse lmao here i am

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i want someone to hold me and say "it's okay ill handle it" and then actually handle something for me for once

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i feel like im drowning and my loved ones are cheering me on and telling me to keep going

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i want someone to hold me and tell me itll be ok

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the world is unfair i learned that no one is going to come and save you, you have to find help

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or just help yourself

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exactly. *i* help me. nobody else helps me. and that's a sad, sad way to live

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and the harder part is that i dont just help me i help EVERYBODY ELSE IN MY LIFE TOO

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nobody gives me the same energy back

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i hate my body too, i hate eating i wish i didnt have to do it.

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yea i just ignore it all honestly ive been thinking about what to do

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stupid fucking world i fucking hate jt

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about how i feel

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i dont even hate helping people that's the thing

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i love caring. i love that i have empathy. i love people

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how to not feel so shitty

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but i resent them when they dont do the same thing for me

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i feel like im the only fucking person who sees somebody suffering and says "huh maybe i should do something about that"

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i decided instead of caring im going to do stuff im going to learn a lot of new things and see the world

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the people in my life either wont stick their neck out for anybody or they'd let themselves be run over for a fucking rabbit before they ever sacrificed themselves for. oh, you know. another person

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so many hobbies and skills later it kinda works i guess

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i already have hobbies and skills so

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yea but me wanting to learn a bunch of things is my goal

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i dont know what yours is

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hi

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i think my goal weirdly enough is to get married

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not like a wedding but like. i just want a monogamous union with another person

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sup yall im bored

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well work towards that i think when someone has a goal to remind them why they keep going things are much easier

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i want someone to love me the way i love them

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at least for me

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yeah but like im not suicidal. its not like im gonna STOP going.

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i move whether i like it or not

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i think ill have to remain bored

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:D

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i want chicken and macaroni and cheeze

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i loooove mac and cheese

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ewwww i hate being a angry teen

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real

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are u an angry teen?

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