im so touch starved

13245 - 

nah the light is like 14 years old it used to be my grandpa's and it barely works

1871 - 

my moms fucked up real fucked up shes done pretty terrible shit but i love her i do think she loves me

14517 - 

at least i pray

14517 - 

Yung Rapunxel by Azealia Banks

1871 - 

im pretty sad shes moving away and leaving me behind

14517 - 

i think she got tired of me and things in general

14517 - 

I have classes in the morning i should've slept

1871 - 

Bowtie by Outkast

1871 - 

ill find another place where im not such a burden

14517 - 

i need something but idk what i need right now

13245 - 

my friends make me feel like i fit in and for that im greatful

14517 - 

also my best friend since whatever kindergarten does not talk to me hes suciidal too and everyone ik has a ashit mental state and just once i want someone to help me instead of helping someone else

14520 - 

i just hope that whatever cosmic force is responsible for the circumstances of my life is watching out sometimes

13245 - 

they were the best family

14517 - 

Im gonna guess that you were never a burden but that your mom was the burden on herself and took it out on you

1871 - 

idk. i just want someone to nudge me in the right direction every once in a while

13245 - 

I swear I fucking hate my family

14495 - 

I feel sick in this house

14495 - 

i miss her even though i dont like being around her

14517 - 

I have a huge family

1871 - 

its like wanting to drink poisoni dont

14517 - 

i dont

14517 - 

my familys just well and fine, my moms a bit abusive and my dads kinda emotionally dependent but like theyre not too bad and im probably just a ungrateful asshole

14520 - 

4 parents, an enormous extended family in turkey, and germany, 3 siblings,

1871 - 

my mom is the largest flaw

1871 - 

Every single one of them is hell bent on driving me crazy

14495 - 

she can genuinely look at me and just hurt me i never understood that

14517 - 

my dad has undiagnosed npd. it's chill

13245 - 

These fucking psychos

14495 - 

i need my fucking blades

14520 - 

[rock on hand motion]

13245 - 

tmr im going to buy a goddamn pencil sharpener if that’s what it takes

14520 - 

she used to be super abusive to my dad and used to drink and drive to pick me up from school

1871 - 

everyone else is a delight

1871 - 

well, some grandparents dead

1871 - 

my mom took them and i cant

14520 - 

i just want her to hug me and i want to forget everything i feel like a stupid little kid

14517 - 

I justtt... just a tinyy bit of trying to stabiiiii hahahaha

1923 - 

and my grandpa David has dementia

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