I hate my life. SO much. It hurts so much when you want a dream SO bad but your best friend was gifted with every possible thing that fullfills your dream. I always lived in her shadow. - spoon

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thinking of their deaths

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I'm not social or anything but the idea of since excited me

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Suicide*

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is it bad of me to get erections about their death

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is it normal to judt pull your hair and slap youself and scratch till you're red?

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GOD I HATE AUTOCORRECT

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Im 29, and if I thought reincarnation was real od definitely kill myself. Its been too too bad so far, and I think i have some tricks now that wouldve helped back then

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...

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OK, I think I'm going to go now. Goodnight my dears - Mom

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How long have u been onn cyan?

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goodnight v

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But legit i love reading about methods and stuff

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GNNN get some sleep Noahhh

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thank you very much

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oooh white me too

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Or like mental stuff

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yw :)

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no, v is leaving not me

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Bet

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Being a singer is all I wanted ALL my life. I know it's selfish but I wan her life so bad. I lived in her shadow for 9 years. I don't have any talent for singing. I've been learning all my life. - spo

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*sigh

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This book called "the complete manual of suicide" I WANT SOOO BAD

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afk rq gonna get a tissue

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i have a dr pepper addiction guys -Coco

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*spoon

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someons help me?

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Lmao

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😔

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i have 6 2 liter dr pepper in the fridge and 4 1.25 liters

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I can't stand seeing her achieve my dreams. I'm selfish, but idc atp. - spoon

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Afk -anna

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It's not my fault i like weird thingssss

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for cring, not for other tissue needing activities

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OH i got a colour

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Yaaaay

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help

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