i dont know how

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8

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im ready

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go for it

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But then my brain is dumb n doesn't understand that

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9

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10

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i miss my cat and my friends so much . idk what im gonna do from now on

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but they found me

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11

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BOOOM111111111111111111 won!

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C.ai is fun untill its not😟 - poe

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im hanging in

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Well gabe it sucks to use this website on a phone

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i get 95 a month -Coco

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Do smth about it idk

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yeah W?

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i act tough and okay but i wanna ball up and cry to someone

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Yo i think i got a problem like an obsessive problem

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sometimes i feel strangely excited

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And I don't see half the things when I'm typing

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maybe even in their arms

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Like

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I hate my life. SO much. It hurts so much when you want a dream SO bad but your best friend was gifted with every possible thing that fullfills your dream. I always lived in her shadow. - spoon

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thinking of their deaths

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I'm not social or anything but the idea of since excited me

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Suicide*

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is it bad of me to get erections about their death

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is it normal to judt pull your hair and slap youself and scratch till you're red?

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GOD I HATE AUTOCORRECT

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Im 29, and if I thought reincarnation was real od definitely kill myself. Its been too too bad so far, and I think i have some tricks now that wouldve helped back then

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...

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OK, I think I'm going to go now. Goodnight my dears - Mom

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How long have u been onn cyan?

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goodnight v

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But legit i love reading about methods and stuff

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