My mom went out to help my aunt prepare for her court case and she came back drunk

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and that messes it up all the time

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ig thats why i blocked out everyone on here

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You're still young. You have plenty of time to find love again.

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She was sober for 6 years.

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cyan please

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i just came for the first time omygod

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oh white...

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i just need to breathe

706 - 

yeah

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im sorry W

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i cant cry

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but it feels like hands on my throat

706 - 

always hands

706 - 

its been a year man

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i just got replaced by my friend who i knew for 9 years - y

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IM SORRY EVERYONE

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It's hard to cry sometimes. It took me years after my mom died before I could cry.

1049 - 

i revealed so much to her i wonder ifi shouldve

706 - 

rat what are you apologizing for

14476 - 

i cheated

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i shouldve kept my mouth shut

706 - 

.

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the less she knows the better

706 - 

Be patient with yourself, yellow

1049 - 

rat what where are you

14476 - 

on the prettiest, sweetest girl

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rat?

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i feel like a monster

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BECAUSE EVERYONE HAS IT WORSE FOR ME BUT HERE I AM THROWING A STUPID PITY PARTY FOR MYSELF

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but she alreadys knows so much

706 - 

Why, yellow?

1049 - 

i cheated

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