then why is my mind so messed up

i try my best to love people

im a gentle person i think

idk whats wrong

im not an angry person

its not like me to even think violent

idk

they left cause of me ig

or triggering

sorry if that was tmi

its always gory and fucked up

its an entire fucking nightmare

its not like you can pin down what they mean

idk what my dreams are at this point

it was disturbing

and idk what happened inbetween but ik the couple killed themselves

but the loved one stayed

and i ran away

but they beat a dog to death somewhere and said something about doing it to the loved one

idk if it was a lover or maybe a sister i couldnt tell

i was with someone i cared about

a couple

and they kept me in a house

i was being owned

it started off as like

i wa there for a long time

it had an entire story

like

idk

wtf is wrong with me

i just fucking watched someone beat a dog to death in my dream

why do i have such gory dreams

i just woke uo

bye

well

quiet ash

ok

can u guys see me?

hi

okay then byee <33