i know

im tired

I am not lazy

im not fucking lazy

i have shit to do

wtv

how?

wtv dude

im fucking not?

no its not

its not my choice

i dont have the energy, motivation, willpower, or stretgh too

i literally fucking cant

im not doing it for myself dude

i cant

my dad

yeah

fucking nothing

nothings in my contorl

literally only physically

i cant socially, academically, mentally, financially, family wise

i cant

too young too

i cant

i dont want my mom to go to jail

im too young too do it

my dad refuses to give the fraud files to court

i legit can't

i can't

my problem

until she made it

it wasnt my problem green

to get a good scholarships, more credits, more credits, and be perfect so i can live a minimum fucking life

now its on me

AND MY GRANDMAS FUCKING PORTION OF THE WILL

and almost 90% of my college savings

stole fucking 165k in total

she cheated me out of a life

she cheated on my dad

like 'sugar sweet' with an undertone of toxic and a whore