shed want me to live for her, its hard tho-vanna

52901 - 

my dad would tell me to stfu if i ever said "i want to be with you, ima kill myself" x-x

50933 - 

Be strong for her

53694 - 

i cant remember her voice anymore-vanna

52901 - 

i want to, i cant tho-vanna

52901 - 

i want to die

53433 - 

you'll hear it again, it comes back in waves

50933 - 

I believe that you can

53694 - 

live for now

50933 - 

she used to sing to me a lot, but i cant remember what it sounds like-vanna

52901 - 

why is school like prison

53433 - 

she always sang you are my sunshine to me alot-vanna

52901 - 

One suggestion could be if you have videos with her. you could 'relive' the experience.

53697 - 

Well

53694 - 

kill me

53433 - 

i dont have any memories of her-vanna

52901 - 

i hate it

53433 - 

i may have failed in life

53699 - 

Think about it, when you're older and have your own kids when the time is right, you can sing to them

53694 - 

i'm sure someone in the family does

50933 - 

what's happening white?

53691 - 

That would make your mom happy

53694 - 

old VHS tapes somewhere

50933 - 

im in foster care since i was 4, so i dont have any things to remember her by-vanna

52901 - 

ask a family member for photos/videos. maybe your aunt (Mother's sister) or grandmother (mother's side) for photos of her

53697 - 

...

53433 - 

oh..

53697 - 

i hate my life

53433 - 

i wanna fucking kms

53239 - 

same

53699 - 

yeah

53433 - 

idk how people can stay around me

53239 - 

if there any reason for that?

53691 - 

idk how some bitches can appreciate me

53239 - 

plese

53433 - 

my sister has a few pictures, but the videos she has dont have audio-vanna

52901 - 

*is

53691 - 

kill

53433 - 

me

53433 - 

and why did my mentally fucked up mom decided to have a goddamn child

53239 -