I know X. Im composing myself at the moment-vanna

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oh-kenz

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discipline is a must for the military, vanna. x-red.

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No right to suffer from a mother's past abuse from her mother. I feel bad for her mothers treatment, but after years of horrific abuse, I am tired.

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Thank you all for dealing with my behaviors, which were inapropiate to say the least-vanna

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AH IM GLAD U LIKED IT BLUE! -Ruru

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I will do better from now on-vanna

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my mom told me to stop isolating myself from my friends

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it's a little different on an anonymous website, vanna.

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help lmfao

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save me

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what from?

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Ah, I know, but i do try to keep professional in all settings, so this warrents a fromal apology-vanna

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gimme a sec brb-kenz

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oh my god my messages look so evil in red help -ruru

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myself tbh -ruru

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hmmm.

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ah its back but now i got nothing to vent about anymore

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heya-cart

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hello, cart. x-red.

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i wanna know what yall would do if u were me. i left my friendgroup for reasons im not gonna yap ab but i didnt explain anything to them. they were wondering why and i just blocked them.

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we're back

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where do you see yourself in 5 years-cart

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dead, cart. x-red.

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w joke-cart

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x, i don't support that thought - oats

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now idk if i want to explain what hurt me, idk if i need that type of closure, or myb i want them to have closure. i dont want apologies, idont wanna be friends again. but idk,

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w joke x-cart

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part of the job, oats. i promise i'm not suicidal. x-red.

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u acc have to die in 5 years?-cart

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back-kenz

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do i keep them wondering and let them eventually move on or do i get vulnerable and explain myself

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isn't it still somewhat suicidal if you don't give a shit? like how therapists categorize reckless driving as suicidal?

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hi

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i gen dont know

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it's unlikely i will be a alive in 5 years, considering the dangerous nature of my job. x-red.

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is rotten here?-kenz

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suicidal ideation or whatever it is

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okay bro thats hot-cart

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i cheated on my bf and he broke up w me lol

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