gimme a sec brb-kenz

53818 - 

oh my god my messages look so evil in red help -ruru

53812 - 

myself tbh -ruru

53812 - 

hmmm.

53782 - 

ah its back but now i got nothing to vent about anymore

53824 - 

heya-cart

44456 - 

hello, cart. x-red.

53782 - 

i wanna know what yall would do if u were me. i left my friendgroup for reasons im not gonna yap ab but i didnt explain anything to them. they were wondering why and i just blocked them.

11003 - 

we're back

2580 - 

where do you see yourself in 5 years-cart

44456 - 

dead, cart. x-red.

53782 - 

w joke-cart

44456 - 

x, i don't support that thought - oats

2580 - 

now idk if i want to explain what hurt me, idk if i need that type of closure, or myb i want them to have closure. i dont want apologies, idont wanna be friends again. but idk,

11003 - 

w joke x-cart

44456 - 

part of the job, oats. i promise i'm not suicidal. x-red.

53782 - 

u acc have to die in 5 years?-cart

44456 - 

back-kenz

53823 - 

do i keep them wondering and let them eventually move on or do i get vulnerable and explain myself

11003 - 

isn't it still somewhat suicidal if you don't give a shit? like how therapists categorize reckless driving as suicidal?

2580 - 

hi

16007 - 

i gen dont know

11003 - 

it's unlikely i will be a alive in 5 years, considering the dangerous nature of my job. x-red.

53782 - 

is rotten here?-kenz

53823 - 

suicidal ideation or whatever it is

11003 - 

okay bro thats hot-cart

44456 - 

i cheated on my bf and he broke up w me lol

16007 - 

passive suicidalness idek

11003 - 

word

11003 - 

now im w the guy i cheated on him with

16007 - 

red i hate you-cart

44456 - 

so should i text my ex friends or no

11003 - 

how is that funny red-kenz

53823 - 

appreciate it, cart. x-red.

53782 - 

hahah

16007 - 

red ur fucked up-kenz

53823 - 

The shadows finally let me escape-meg

53825 - 

no bc i never saw my bf as a guy anyway tbh

16007 - 

megg-kenz

53823 - 

ducking 99 years later-meg

53825 -