yeah

53530 - 

thank u

53530 - 

i hate venting on here because people alwyas tell me im faking like "no fucking way your mom did that" do you wanna swap places buddy because last time i checked youre not me :]

53520 - 

thank you purple :[ <333

53520 - 

your goal is to be friends with her again? don't push her. let her come back. the more you push, the more she'll distance herself, most likely. x-red.

53529 - 

unfortunately, red, you have to give it time. people grow and realize that there's a lot of gray in the world.

53529 - 

vwnt time?? should i vent dump??

53520 - 

until then, red, talk to people like me who understand that not everyone responds to trauma in the same way. x-red.

53529 - 

thank you purple youre actually so sweet to me :[ <33

53520 - 

i'm just trying to be supportive, red. x-red.

53529 - 

i forgot my mom is at another job-kenz

53354 - 

i hope you have the best life purple youre amazing

53520 - 

Kenz, what are you feeling guilty about?

53524 - 

nobody understands

49443 - 

my life is ok. not great or horrible. x-red.

53529 - 

idk-kenz

53354 - 

im sick of my mom. i WANT to be loved!!!! like im tried of it!!!! its been like a constant chase for fucking nothing my whole fucking life!!!!!!

53520 - 

only shu understands. nobody else. nobody else will understand

49443 - 

who is shu, blue? x-red.

53529 - 

omg omg omg. i want to sh so badly.-kenz

53354 - 

the only time she fucking looks at me is when shes hurting me for doing soemthing she didnt see as "godly" or "correct" or for acting like a bad kid

53520 - 

it must be exhausting, red. mothers are supposed to be our first source of love. x-red.

53529 - 

No, Kenz, it doesn't solve anything, please?

53524 - 

it is!!! it feels so exhausting :[

53520 - 

is it worth the chase, red? x-red.

53529 - 

Try brushing your teeth or something instead

53524 - 

i hate when sshe hurts me i hate the broken bones and the torn muscles and the ripped skin

53520 - 

absoultely not purple :[

53520 - 

or does it feel like you're chasing a ghost? x-red.

53529 - 

she gives me nothing and i give her everything

53520 - 

it does feel like im chasing a ghost!!!

53520 - 

red, what about cps? x-red.

53529 - 

same red and its fucking awful

49443 - 

i wanna relapse but am to lazy to take apart anything - theo

53533 - 

im sorry

49443 - 

hi

53406 - 

Stress

51633 - 

ugh they suck bro they wont do anything for me

53520 - 

hello again, blue. x-red.

53529 - 

im sorry blue that sucks :[

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