omg kenz-maddie

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i cant controll my self around food its either starving or i binge

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same

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maddieee-kenz

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hruuuuu kenzzzz-maddie

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i binged so hard on sundaybits not rven funny and i was doing literally so well

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the doctor wants me to gain weight but I just can't bring myself to eat

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and my room is a mess and i think people at school are starting to notice that

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im kinda sad

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me too

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everyone at school thinks I am mean

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shaking with a bottle in the palm of my bruised hands, sitting next to a vomit-filled bathtub. Paranoid avoidance of everyone. Whiskey warms my heart. Makes me feel loved.

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So chat-

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i did a big nono-Alex

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and my driend made up a rumor or something and said i was crying in the hallway after i saw my crush walking with another girl and she is making me look bad or smt idk how to describe

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imma change my body, my personality, my looks, my room, my mind im dont wit myself-maddie

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what u do alex?-maddie

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Im using tape to bind my chest, it hurts so much snd my mom almost caught me -Alex

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what the fuck has my life amounted to? 4.0, full tuition paid..med school... everyone thinks i have it put together

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i done

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i dont*

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oh damn im sorry alex-maddie

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God, I’m so tired with life. You’d think 40 years on this earth is enough. But I have to keep moving forward.

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im an alcoholic and every relationship ive had with anyone, parental, familial, love, has hurt me. Besides alcohol.

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only 13 and I feel so hopeless

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my liver is dying. im dying. but if i die slowly, maybe itll keep me away from dying..quickly, yknow

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im 14 and feel mad hopless-maddie

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shorturl.at/xZfmd

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i dont think i should even be alive-maddie

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everything i do, every sip that kills me, keeps me alive for a little longer, i guess

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I wasn't made for anything. My life is insignifigant

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i will wish yall the best i hope yall defeat ur problems

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ty blue

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Thanks, Cyan.

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i would say im praying for yall but idk how that will go across

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this site is so much better on dark mode. I’m blinded by light.

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it just feels nice to know someone understands(or is trying to)

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switching bakc.

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i used ot have fun and shit now im always sad, nothing makes me happy, other thsn drugs, weed, fentanyl, and shrooms

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shorturl.at/xZfmd

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