but yeah. still frustrated that my work isn't getting the attention I felt it deserved

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💗💗-kenz

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great i sat on this website for like 20 minutes waiting for it to work again and now that it does i dont even want to vent anymore

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Pls vent cyan

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no tell me, what happened? i'll help

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like fuck my writing is good! it's better than that omegaverse mafia slop most people write!!!! what will it take for people to pay attention to my writing!!!

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what if im actually just really fucking stupid and should die what then

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i took an eatting disprder quiz-kenz

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You arent stupid and you shouldnt die

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i understand both why some people sell out and why others give up writing entirely

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utterly thankless fucking passion if there ever was one

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What is making you feel that way

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my entire life all i have ever felt is stupid

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every time i try having a thought it is somehow always wrong

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i was supposed to attempt 10 minutes ago-kenz

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Whatever the reason is kenz, everything happens for a reason to create who you are as a person. ilysm im so proud of ur 4 day clean but you broke it and thats okay dw! Work your best and try again.

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i can't prove anything, im an academic failure and everyone in my family is better than me

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Hm is someone telling you that you are stupid?

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tysm purple.-kenz

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kenz, i don't want you to attempt. x-red.

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I've seen mediocre writing get thousands of views 😐

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Im sure youre still young you still have time to make something of yourself

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my dad told me i was stupid and a monster before he died

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my friend feels suicidal

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and what do I get. 500 in one whole month of publishing

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i feel like i have to.-kenz

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31 subscribers but I'm lucky if I get 5

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Teal i could relate to that, i always need to get a 95% or higher or im a failure but know that grades don't define you as a person, love who you are and know that i do

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what about your dogs, kenz? x-red.

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idk-kenz

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back-rayne

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hii twinn-kenz

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hii kenz-rayne

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You are so important cyan

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i am just so wrong about everything all the time. i dont have any friends and this website is tje only way i can have consistent human interaction

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im gonna crash out if i keep hearing these spotify ads-kenz

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And youre not stupid. You just need a better support system

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i dont go to school and i havent gone outside in months

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imagine not having spotify premium /jk

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my friend feels like killing themselves over my other friend I don't even know if I consider her a friend anymore

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