red...people have no tact sometimes. you shouldn't have to hear that. x-red.

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to go back to being friends and not in this weird thing

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i miss her

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awww thank you x-red youre actually being so sweet thank you so much:[ <33

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my airpod js died.-kenz

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think about it from her perspective, green. why do you think she texted you those things originally? x-red.

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you're very welcome, red. x-red.

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because it bothered her what i was doing and she wasnt comfortable with it

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which is valid and i realize the things i did werent okay

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but she did wanna hangout with me but then she canceled

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are you sure, green? because it sounds like she laid it all out for you, you fixed it, and now she's still not talking to you. x-red.

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but like its the everyone hates me at school + everyone hates me at homes combo thats really so good for my self esteem right now !!!!!!!!!!!

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i know but idk why shes not talking to me

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i wanna know if there was somebting with my response or if she just needsntime

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what if she told you those things not to fix them, but to simply get them off her chest before she moved on? like closure. x-red.

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because i wanna talk to our mutual friends without the fear of her getting mad or being rude to me

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i feel guilty.-kenz

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i hate when people say that im not being abused because im annoying and abused kids should be quiet, like why do u think my mom hurt me buddy im an annoying fucking piece of shit

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she never stopped being friends w me

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idk why.-kenz

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for wanting to self-harm, kenz? x-red.

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idk-kenz

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green, my first theory is that she needs time. x-red.

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but i just wanna know if i should text her

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ive felt guilty all day-kenz

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yeah thats what i thought

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red, people respond to abuse in different ways. x-red.

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thats why i havent been to any of our group hangouts or anyrhing

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i know i wish people could see it x-red

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it depends on what type of person she is, green. you have to seize her personality up and determine what will be best for achieving your goal. x-red.

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but i just wanna text so i atleast know what shes thinking

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it takes time, red. a lot of people your age have very black and white ideas about how things should be. x-red.

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yeah

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thank u

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i hate venting on here because people alwyas tell me im faking like "no fucking way your mom did that" do you wanna swap places buddy because last time i checked youre not me :]

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thank you purple :[ <333

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your goal is to be friends with her again? don't push her. let her come back. the more you push, the more she'll distance herself, most likely. x-red.

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unfortunately, red, you have to give it time. people grow and realize that there's a lot of gray in the world.

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vwnt time?? should i vent dump??

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until then, red, talk to people like me who understand that not everyone responds to trauma in the same way. x-red.

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