why am i losing myself

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wdym wake up?-kenz

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please just wake up

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I wish I got frozen in time when everything was still great

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does everyone lose themselves?

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why am i so confused-kenz

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why is

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He keeps trying to act like a good father, but he's not. He hurt everyone he 'loved'

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i need to try

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Why is everything getting much harder

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there must be something i dont get

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I'm scared

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I feel alone

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nothing is real

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people go out there and make fools of themselves and still survive

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Even though I'm surrounded by people

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surely it cannot be that bad

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I want to be smaller

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Why am I so fat?

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he walked through 21 countries

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i wanna sh so much-kenz

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Red, please be careful about saying stuff like that- it can be really harmful

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Why do I look like a fuxking pig

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escape the simulation

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Please just let me live when everything was better

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Kenz, what's going on? You don't sound okay. Rotten will be back!

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Red, I struggle with derealization and that's. really triggering to hear

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Are you doing alright ? because that's worrying to hear

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Why am I such a fuck up

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i feel like a no one.-kenz

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Kenz, you aren't a no one!!! You have no idea how much you help others out

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I hope someday I will feel like a little girl again

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chat im lowkey pissed my older sister is acting so childish shes literally been ignoring me for months.

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i cant keep acting like im ok. im js gonna breakdown.-kenz

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kenz. it's x-red.

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to be reminded that i need to use this opportunity instrad of try and avoid it

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and i keep trying to fix it but she doesnt want to it pisses me the fuck off.

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okay

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im so fucking stressed.-kenz

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I'll try

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